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[04 Aug 2008|03:56pm] |
i am going to Alabama on Wednesday. wish me luck. i never went on a plane alone with a baby before.... i will be gone for 20(ish) days. try not to miss me too much. :)
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[27 Jul 2008|05:15pm] |
do you know who i don't get?!
my mother.WTF?! she makes no effort toward anything but then she complains when no one in my family speaks to her. for instance. i had the baby, she saw her at the hospital, i came home...and nothing from her. honestly, i could give two shit if she is in my life or not. just make up your fucking mind. and poor Emory. too fucking stupid to realize she just needs the world to feel sorry for her. "no one answered my call." "they don't send me pictures." Bitch, you live ten minutes away come see her. fuck pictures. you don't know where i live? look me up in the phone book.. then Map quest. or stop acting fucking stupid and realize you have been over three times. speaking of pictures. my great-grandmother is in town and she wanted to do a picture of the five generations (mothers). so, i text my mother and told her what was going down (mind you this is the first time i have talked to her since the baby was born). we make the appointment on a Saturday at 9AM because for some odd reason, as if she is raising a family or something, she has two jobs and Saturdays are her only days off. my mother calls my grandma back and says "i can't make it because i have to make a cake for blah blah blah's baby shower." considering what a stupid fucking reason that was to not take a picture (the shower was around 3 it takes about an hour to make a cake and taking a picture would be maybe an hour... you do the math), my grandma was hurt. long story short, my mother ends up coming. why? i don't know. we hardly spoke to each other. my grandma was surprise when she realize we didn't even hug. Ha.. because i would hug her? no, i am okay. i wonder if she still thinks she did nothing wrong? i wonder if she thinks i like her? all she has is Emory and all he does is eats up the garbage she feeds him about how horrible everyone is to her. Milk her for all she is worth, Em. i am sure that is all she is good for. fuck her and she dead boyfriend anyway.
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[13 Jun 2008|11:16pm] |
i don't have the full story but i heard some guy recently jumped off a bridge because he was running from the cops. i don't think there was water under that bridge.
now please...tell me the sense in that.
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[10 Jun 2008|04:52pm] |
there are too many people in this house.
my uncle's brother from the U.P is staying here until he can get his own place. God knows how long that is going to take. now i just found out that my uncle's neice is coming to stay for the summer! where the hell does that little girl think she is going to sleep? and if she does make it passed three days without cring herself to sleep (from being home sick), i hope she doesn't plan on staying in my bedroom while i am away in Alabama. i might have to bust some heads! she wont last...i hope
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[26 May 2008|11:01pm] |
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hhmmmmm..
not a day goes by where i do not laugh out loud or even just smile. i remember just a year ago my laugh didn't have a noise to it. hahah maybe it should have stayed that way, i have a funny laugh. i am not afraid to spend the rest of my life with just one person anymore. speaking of, i know how it feels to love someone. i have that feeling that you see and hear about in movies. that cliche' "i never felt this way about anyone or thing before you" kind of feeling. which makes me smile just thinking about it. i am always thinking positive. the only problem that i have is me being cranky sometimes but i am going to blame that on lack of sleep (ex. 3 hours last night). i have a family that loves me soooo much. the fact that my mother has not seen me or her grand-daughter since the day after she was born and my brother not caring about how his little sister has been or his niece and the fact that i have not heard or see my father since i was 12 and my aunt and uncle saw my sister at a bar last weekend and when they walked up to her to say "hi", she looked at them (knowing who they bother were), turned around and walked away (twice), my grandmother makes up for it by taking me out at least once a week just so i get out of the house and my aunt and uncle always calling me to see how i am doing, my parents taking care of me because i still have not been back to work. in conclusion.
i am happy :)
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it is strange that i still have a decent amount of money considering i have not worked since February. rule of thumb kids, saving your money pays off....so does getting $900 back on taxes. ha.
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[02 May 2008|12:58pm] |
i found a way to get her on here.
sorry, it is a camera phone shot.
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| for the people that don't already know |
[30 Apr 2008|10:36am] |
well, i had my baby on the 10th of April. 8lbs. 8oz. she is a lot bigger now though. hmmmmm.. she is cute. anyone surprised?
p.s i didn't update sooner because my computer is being gay. now i am on the house computer.....this keyboard sucks!
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[15 Mar 2008|10:32pm] |
i had my baby shower today.. it went well. :)
i am also 37 weeks today. which means.. i am off bed rest and i am allowed to do things again.
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[09 Mar 2008|03:39am] |
i can't sleep. i go sit at my lap top and see that my grandma has on a shop erotic show. don't worry, grandma is sleeping... it just happened to be on. anyway, they are selling vibrators for guys and girls. i will get to the point. these things are incredible. personally, i am not a vibrator type girl but these things have twists and turns, something to push in or pull out, remotes, something squirting out, different settings, noise makers, silencers, clear or colorful, from rubber to glass... you get the picture. this might be something i would want to make my career.
Highly paid, classy person: "So Stevie, what do you do for a living?"
Me: "well (their name), i design erotic toys."
Jon would have to go to Career night with Taylar. hahaha.
fuck, i hate not sleeping
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[05 Mar 2008|07:19pm] |
i am such a cute pregnant chick!
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[03 Mar 2008|03:19pm] |
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i hate having to rely on other people to help me!
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[29 Feb 2008|06:34pm] |
you would think since Panic at the disco is making so much money, they would use some of it toward better hair.
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[24 Feb 2008|09:48am] |
this song reminds me of Alicia. :(
no, not because she masturbates! xD
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[20 Feb 2008|09:41pm] |
My aunt thinks Barack Obama is the anti-Christ.
i guess we will find out in November if that will be true.
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[17 Feb 2008|07:56pm] |
when i was at the hospital, Charlie and Ryan made this for me. along with Liana's dits and dats.
xD
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[15 Feb 2008|10:08am] |
as of last Saturday, by doctor's orders, i have to stay in bed. basically, i can't leave the house or walk around too much. so if anyone wants something to do at any time of the day (or night) just come over. KEEP ME COMPANY. i am going crazy. i feel alone and depressed all the time. so, bring a friend, bring your parents for all i care. we will find something to do. just save me.
thanks
p.s you don't know where i live? you can always ask me or someone else.
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[04 Feb 2008|08:28pm] |
i am sick of people touching my stomach without asking me first (two tapping Taylar is allowed). they just walk up and put their hand there. Jon's mom is notorious for that. i am also sick of talking about when i am due and if i am nervous. the two most asked questions (mostly by the same 10 people). this just further more proves that i need a life.
p.s. i can't see my feet anymore.
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[01 Feb 2008|12:17pm] |
i laughed so f-ing hard!
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